January 8, 2010 at 11:23 pm (Poetry)

If I was lost,
Would you guide me back?

If I was sad,
Would you cheer me up?

If I jumped,
Would you be there to catch me?

So, where were you, when I needed you the most?

I need to be free, need to be close to someone, but most of all
I need to be me!

Written 27th Jan 2009

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My Best Friend

January 8, 2010 at 11:18 pm (Poetry)

My best friend and big brother (I never had)

I hope you know that I love you and that I miss you a lot. There are so many more adventures / opportunities we should have had. There are so many things that I still had to learn.

Thank you for being in my life and for giving me the chance to be part of yours.

I’m sure that we will meet again, and you can help me adjust to that side of life.

Thank you,

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Who can I trust?

January 8, 2010 at 11:10 pm (Poetry)

How are things meant to be?
I’m lost in the mist, wondering where to go!
All I see is grey and lost!
Where am I? For I don’t know!

I don’t feel like the person I once was!
I’m tired of being wrong, tired of being to blame,
tired of not understanding
Why is it all my fault?

Who can I trust?
Who can I believe?
Who is there to understand me?

I’m lost and alone in a stream of fish!!!

Written 04 July 2008

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Linkin Park – Minutes to Midnight Tour

January 8, 2010 at 10:59 pm (Poetry)

The feel of the bass, the sound of Chester’s and Mike’s voice screaming down the microphone, make you feel alive and human…
I some what wish that the feeling would last forever.
Then the alarm sounds and I’m in this unforgivable place they call a catholic college…

I hear the music playing all the time in my head, but the feeling has gone.

“I wanna run away, and never say Goodbye!”

Written 27 January 2008

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Metro – Tuesday 1st Dec

January 8, 2010 at 10:57 pm (Uncategorized)


People judged you on how things seemed from the outside.
This has made it hard for you to have faith in what you are doing.
Time will prove you are the winner, so stay on track.

This was printed the day after I was let down by those that were meant to help, support and guide me.

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January 8, 2010 at 10:53 pm (Poetry)

Remember to get the best out of life, you must first enjoy yourself.
You must then respect yourself.
Then you are free to find that special someone to be yourself with.
Think about it!!!

Written August 2009

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Here I Sit

January 8, 2010 at 10:53 pm (Poetry)

I sit here,
A shadow of one that was,
Was so many things
But is now nothing
I’m lost and alone
With no way out
I’m tired of failing, tired of trying,
Please forgive me, I’m tired of living

Written some point in May 2007

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January 5, 2010 at 9:09 pm (Computer)

Aion CBT Recommended Specifications

  • Microsoft Windows XP SP2 / Vista
  • Dual Core CPU 2.0GHz or equivalent
  • 2GB RAM
  • ATI x800 or / NVIDIA 6800 with 256MB RAM or higher
  • 15GB hard disk space
  • DVD-ROM drive
  • Direct X 9.0c (6/2008 update)
  • Sound device
  • Broadband Internet connection

At present I don’t have enough disk space and I only have a single processor (it’s not dual core, its 7 years old) and I don’t have 2 GB of RAM. Apart from that I have everything else.
I’m saving for a new PC. I hope to have £500 saved for summer 🙂

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