All that I am

August 11, 2014 at 2:07 pm (Poetry)

Take all that I am and all
that I will ever be and turn it
upside down, take what I am and
kill what I could be. remind me of
every mistake I make and ignore that
I am only human. break me and when
there is nothing left, break that as well!

(Written Tuesday 5 August, 2014)

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Why?

August 11, 2014 at 2:04 pm (Poetry)

Why did you have to leave us all behind?
We need you so much
Your advice, your guidance and you!
It feels as though no-one cares or understands,
Every where I look, turn, I’m alone and it hurts.
But no-one knows, because expressing this is wrong, being me is wrong.
I’m just wrong.
6 years is a long time, I’m not sure I will make it.
Maybe if I ask nicely he will take me soon?
I’m not sure what I can take any more
This living is painful, it hurts so much.
Many of the scars are unseen by many.
Why did you have to go and leave me all alone?
Help me understand who I am and how to go on, in a world that is just so confusing?
HELP is only….. well I don’t know.

(Written Thursday 31 July, 2014)

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