I feel lost

May 27, 2018 at 4:29 pm (Poetry)

Wrote 12 May 2018 @ 10:25pm

I feel lost
alone
confused
and broken

I hurt but not where
I feel everything and nothing
all at once

I’m helpless, unforgiven
useless
What can be done?
I don’t know
I just don’t know

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Linkin Park’s – It’s easier to run

April 11, 2018 at 8:26 am (Poetry)

I have this going round in my head today!
Life is just a pain, you pick yourself up and then from nowhere something knocks you over again!

It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken from deep inside of me
A secret I’ve kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they’ve played

If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave

It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there’d never be a past

If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change

It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

It’s easier to run
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made
It’s easier to go
If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave

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Confused

February 20, 2018 at 3:58 pm (Poetry)

I am a confusion
enclosed in doubt
lost in the gravity
of mistrust and lies!
I am lost in the darkness
afraid to be in the light
not knowing who to turn to!
No-one can see me,
only the darkness!

Written 16-11-2017 14:55

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Not Strong Enough!

September 21, 2017 at 3:40 pm (Poetry)

Is this how it feels to be lost?
Is this how it feels to be alone?
What do they want?
Why is this now?
I am lost and confused.
I don’t care, but I care too much!
I don’t want to feel, but I feel everything!
I don’t want to be here, but I can’t leave!
I just want to be treated fairly.
But no-one sees me!
They just see someone who will do everything, whilst everyone does nothing.
I’m not strong enough to carry on!

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Extreme – God isn’t Dead?

October 11, 2016 at 7:07 am (Poetry)

For some reason I have this going round in my head. I’ve not heard anything from Extreme in years, so this is strange.

God isn’t Dead? from 3 sides to Every Story

Ah look at all the lonely people, losing faith
In a world full of despair. No one who cares,
Wondering where God disappeared.

I see the pain in everybody’s faces, asking why
The God up in the sky didn’t say goodbye.
Please tell me God didn’t die.

Please tell me God isn’t dead.
Please tell me God isn’t dead.
Please tell me God isn’t
I wanna know if he’s
Please tell me God isn’t
Tell me God isn’t dead.

I wanna know

Read more: Extreme – God Isn’t Dead Lyrics | MetroLyrics

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How should I feel?

September 19, 2016 at 2:51 pm (Poetry)

How should I feel?
I want to be alone!
But then I want to be with people.
Should I actually be here?
No-one see me any way!
No-one sees the pain I feel!

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What is wrong with me?

September 19, 2016 at 2:48 pm (Poetry)

What is wrong with me?
All I see is darkness all around.
I am lost and confused in a world full of pain.
My emotions have gathered and physically hurt.
I’m not sure of who I am meant to be!

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A Pencil

December 7, 2015 at 4:51 pm (Poetry)

Pencil

This is a pencil
I am a pencil
I can write lots of things
including Underwater
and in Outer Space
I’m a clever little pencil
I am 🙂

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I was once…

September 17, 2015 at 1:36 pm (Poetry)

I was once like you are now!
New and shining and full of hope!
Be careful of who you trust, cause they’re all out for number one!
(Written Wednesday 16 September 2015)

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Promises Under the Moon

June 13, 2015 at 10:47 am (Poetry)

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